I am single and taking everything day by day. As seeing the road my gregarious life has taken me. in a few years, i`ll probably be sippin an espresso with prince charming in the southern part of france or fishing for our food in one of the most beautiful beaches of the world and get skin cancer and float away into the vast amount of nothingness we call ocean. My parents tell me i worry too much, my instructor at school tells me i dont worry enough. I still sleep with my ernie doll and eat massive amounts of yogurt. I cant look in the mirror for more than an hour before declaring myself repulsive and opting to hibernate for days on end. I hate math and it hurts my head when i am faced with seemingly simple mathematical equations. I worry about paying off my student loans and what the future holds for me. I read the business section everyday because i am deathly afraid of being caught in some sort of a financial deficit. Ugh, i hate taking pictures because out of 36 shots, only one will be decent. i like locking myself in my room watching morbid, dark and depressing movies. when i see goodlooking muscular men i run away and hide. My cousin char tells me i have a short attention span. I get jealous when i see boys with big biceps and pray that god will forgive me for being so superficial and envious of other boys biceps. I can`t yell at without crying and when im bored i reorganize all my paperwork.
My Ideal Person:
I am looking for the apple in my heart, an angel in my eye and lighter to my cigarette. Where are you?
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